Monday, May 08, 2006

Weekend :(

So I was going to watch "Art School Confidential" or "the Notorious Betty Page" with a couple of my friends, Stasia and Nameless Girl. A few hours before the movie, Stasia called to tell me she is stuck in traffic and probably would not be able to make it. Ok so that is fine. Give me plenty of heads up. Anyway, so I figure it will just be me and Nameless Girl. We were suppose to meet up at the theater... So I arrived at the theater, paid for parking and walked to the box office. Before I bought the tickets, I called Nameless Girl on her cell phone to tell her I am at the theater and about to buy tickets. She answered and told me that she is not going. I mean I had to call her to find out she is not going??? What is that? I don't get it. So I was there kinda confuse, feeling abandoned and angry. I called Stasia and she said to just drive to were she is staying. So I drove to the Valley to meet up with her. It's actually pointless since we drove back to my studio in separate cars. I hate wasting time, gas and money! I just could not hangout in Pasadena by myself - that seems pathetic.
So when I got back home, I wrote to Nameless Girl and she replied but I never read her email. I also deleted her cell phone number, deleted her from mypace friend list and on my SG friend list... I even added her to my ignore list. I know it's harsh but I have been over protective of my feelings ever since what happened earlier this year. I can't afford to have friends hurting me. I need to save the last pieces of good in me :(

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